Just Reckless Self-Education (that chai was terrible)

if there's a promise
from on high
if not embraced
just doesn't work or matter

o talk me down
down from the ledges
because one cannot help
the ways of the human world
"for i am the power
i am the answer
and i am the glory
and i am the fury"
still the jerk
throwing the shit in faces
of burning bridges
for justice and equality

disassociation and early death
a mental life
spooky even to him
that's what the drugs were for