Surface Tensions

I realize that I am doing way too much
Yet the pieces still all fit together
Constant distractions and surface tensions

No actual satisfaction
Nothing accomplished
No victories
Future
Fame
No

The learning never ends
Hardly ever enough time for everything
Inadequacy is written into the script

Acceptance does not equal defeat
Instead we must keep moving forward
Eyes fixed to horizon
Shedding unnecessary weight
Necessity dominant

Still observing and rehearsing
Auditions previews and focus groupings
There is so much more I have to do