Monday

ennui

 


ennui

 
11:01 para auriculares y cacao

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Previously Untitled

perversely the universe decided it was a good idea to place my closest descendant's birth day and my closest ancestor's death day back to back

Saturday

at present


i’m just embarrassed
to be me right now
exposed for my pathos
and the display of all sorts of weaknesses

emperor sans rags

but my strength(s)
lie(s) safely forever vaulted away
behind doors after mazes
onions fresh and whole

future already seen

salvaging valued scraps from ruins
nothing left to prove
to anyone anywhere
ever again

Thursday

Happy Birthday Dave Gary Junior

 

ALL of the questions
are for me and me alone

need vis-à-vis desire
what. is. wrong. with. me.

    ?

Alone in the prison I constructed
the more I ponder the more secure it becomes

mirror mirror on the wall
who’d a guess I’d be my own fall

    ?

I guess it has been a long while
since I have been in here

It feels somehow much deeper, the
grief > loneliness > absence > regret

    ?

But I do possess the magic formula
if I do what I say and also as I do

ALL of the answers, hence
are mine and mine alone

Tuesday

When

 

when the pain comes
drawn from hubris, intensity, and other assorted feelings
it’ll cut as deeply as the blackest of holes

    we shall toast ye as old mate
    legend and warrior
    a sadness persisting

when the punishment comes
drawn from a simple entitlement of payments due
numbness will masks tears masking fears

when the day comes to shut it all off
drawn from the culmination of sins and vices
committed against self and society


   
we shall toast ye as friend o’ all
    timeless and permanent
    as fake as fool’s gold

when the bookie comes to collect
the piper calling for you to join him
a grim reaper beckoning

The Great Salt Lake


 

Thursday

The Senior Officer


Partly professor
Partly ambassador
A reference librarian
and a futurist

Bringing order
Bringing peace
The one to model
The one to keep

Answers to questions
Questioning all
Standing in silence
Standing so tall

Institutional history
Institutional legend
A person with whom
to point the cameras

Tuesday